seeing a road never ending

determine the direction that i want

take me to an incident where my heart softens

these days as i look into ur eyes

i only see a million questions about my love for you

this mystery will end at the end of this story

love.....

can make me strong

i wish never, anything to take you away

my heart say it can't stand losing you

the lost of ur love

i live life without a soul

Special Friend

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend.

Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.

Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.

Someone who holds your hand and tell you that everything will be okay.

Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, special friend lifts u up in spirit land makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full.

Special friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times.

If you lose your way, special friend guides you and cheers you on.

Maybe I can't fulfill all those requirements to be ur special friend but I wish to hold your hand and tell you that everything is going to be okay.

You're so history

now that its all said and done

I can't believe you are the one

to build me up and tear me down

just like an old abandoned house

what you said when u leave

just left me cold and out of breath

tell to far, was in way too deep

and i never thought i'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

more than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess its really OVER

I'm finally getting better

now im picking up the pieces

the day i thought i'd never get through

i get over you

now im putting my heart back together

cause i got over you..

GOODBYE

1st thing I would like to say is SORRY my blog for neglecting you!!!

I've been working for the past few weeks..

College is officially start 2morrow... in an twinkling of an eye,

books and studies will be integrated into my life again

feeding my brain cells which are absolutely not in hunger

oh god shut me down for now :(

Next week, new start

Lets keep life simple and sweet !

Sometimes it better to let go

Sometimes you can't let go

is it really up to me

is it really meant to be?

but I wish i can make my choice

Can you hold me

and never let go

when you touch me

and its me that you want

Hmm..i'm not in the mood lately..

i don't know why..

I can't explain this feeling

I think about it everyday

Its so hard to express this..

There were a few kind souls out there made everything better :)

1. Thank you for sending me all the way home from town and then back to town again.
2. Thank you for buying strepsils for me
3. Thank you for caring and asking if i'm feeling better

I'm appreciate it loads!

I have too much emotions

......

......

I just donno how and where to begin from

Im not convince,
i ll not be,
just bcoz you are,
i want to convince,
just bcoz i hv faith,
i want u to be,
Have faith in me, Have faith in you
i ll wait
i ll see
AND
there will be!!!

You'll always be superboy to me.
xoxo

I dont want to set the world on fire,

I just wanna start a flame in your heart <3

I just so lazy to blog.

I know.I know. This blog is getting bloody boring. Hahaha.

I used to blog a lot about my daily happenings and all but I slowly come to realize that all

of that was rather unnecessary and might be ( perhaps) a bit too much of an exhibitionist.

So there you have it. I have more to keep to myself and less to share or I think my life is getting

too damn boring hahahahaha..

RYAN n friends came over to my working place on friday hehe...all of you are so supportive especially ryan =) he is just so lovable <3

Dear I Miss UUUUUUUUUUUUU!

I"VE NEVER FELT HAPPIER AND I'M SUPER DUPER HAPPY THAT YOU'RE MY DEAR :)

Hahahaha

Hello=)

Hello Lovelies!!!

I know I haven't been updating and my memory is getting horrible. I'm super lazy to recall what I've been doing for the past week or so. I'm actually thinking about how to manage my studies at this instance. Like how to sort out my notes and actually really start seriously studying but here i am blogging.

Well, lets talk about FUSION BAZAAR!! an event that organized by HCC PR'S Student!

Since we got 4hours break time so just went to look around...

lets the picture do the talking...i'm so lazy to type...

Both of them so cute!

Me n Lovely Siew Ee

Pizza tht we ordered,looked nice but taste normal oni.

Finally can take pic wif them..Left, Zhiee Right,cute Anne:)

Yoke,Anne & cute lion(sorry i donno his name)

Group Pic. Everyone looks great here!

Deng!deng!deng!deng!Lovely Anne & Victor!!

INTI!!!

Oh gosh!! i miss my INTI'S FRIEND so so so BADLY!!!!

how good if i could back to INTI and fool around with them, laugh together, hang out together , study together.....i just so miss that good old times...

especially SIEW PENG!! my so good fren ! i knew her since Standard 1.. she is very hardworking , funny, love to JOKE n LAUGH ! hahaha ( when i meet her sure hv many topics to talk 1..n 1 thing is sure LAUGH DIE ME muahahaha~ and YES, she is very helpful oso..if I have problems or troubles, she sure will try her best n help me willingly..She is REAL TRUE FREN!!she is kind yet good hearted! this kind of fren really hard to find !! i'm really appreciate n glad to know her !! Its my pleasure can be her fren! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER !!

Love STORY

I miss u so darn much.

A downpour's coming and i'm wishing so much for you to be my side.

I am disappointed that i let myself sick into such expectation.

I haven't fully mentally prepared.

I constantly tell myself it ain't gonna much longer from now. But it feels like eternity.

My heart aches horribly badly because of u.

And yet, I can't seem do anything.

anything at all all to do better the emotional and physical shit you're going through.

sometimes I feel the support I'm giving ain't enough at all..'sigh'

Last time I told myself u would be my love untill im get married. i know tat perhaps u will laugh n probably thought i was foolish to think tat way n wanna tell me tat im still living with a mindset of what liltle children have after reading fairy tales. Well,i don't deny that.

Im here still growing and learning.

I don't deny that there would be obstacles n problems in relationships but it would make us stronger right? but by all the way truth is cruel..

I wonder how I fell in love with him and even deeper n deeper...

my heart feel sour...

Don't keep things from me no more.

just tell me alright? so that i'll know.

i'll understand.

...........................................................................................................................................................................

I say : I miss him so much.

She says : Wake up!!! no point missing him coz ur only gonna make urself emo...and the fact that he's already out in ur life reiterate my point.

Missing him won't bring any advantages to u.

Missing him affects ur mood.

Missing him affects ur concentration level.

Missing him affects ur attitude towards ur sch work + people.

NO POINT to be all emo and sad over him!!!

I say : Good.

She says : I was a love counsellor :)

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There's something wrong with me recently. I've been feeling nauseous and all plus headaches here and there.. :S

Hmmm...I hear stories about how some guys are and it's uncommon. I stop and think and realize how scary the male population can be. This is random, thinking of it made me feel as if I was engulfed with wave of insecurity, I was scared.

How many guys words cannot be trusted at all.

How some silly girls still do.

As people said, love is blind that i really can't explain.

It's so difficult to find someone true and real. But i think still got few others.

And I think about him and I feel a whole load better already. This is why I thin he is special.

My Superman. 'laughs'

Presentation Day+ Red Box day+Hotel stay

Today is my 1st presentation in Han Chiang College...

Well,nothing much 2 say coz nothing special about it hahaha..

After present went out from the class n take photo lol~

Me n Suet Ling

Me n Yuet Ling ( yeah,they're twin sister!! )

This is our HCC's Alien lol (above)

After college,me n sis met up wif ryan n eric!!! we planned to go sing k long time ago..

Well, they really can sing!! just like the superstar while they were singing.. Ryan very

expert in MLTR's song n Thai song!! thumbs up!! n Eric expert in Jacky Cheung's song!

After that i got free hotel stay for 3days 2night at Berjaya Georgetown HOTEL,1 stop there...

so i packed up all my things and went there 2 relax hehe..

At car..waiting brother to buy supper...

Supper..guess whose tam chiak hand is this??

Marcus Siew's Birthday

Happy Birthday To My Lovely Nephew Marcus

Siew

My beloved Marcus..super cute right?!!

Today is his big day, 3 years old birthday!! I love him loads although he is naughty enough lol=P

Just now we celebrated his birthday at 1stop restaurant...all the dishes are so delicious,all of us ate

till gao gao haha..sipek FULL~ little marcus was so happy=)

This is the restaurant

Felt so bored while waiting for the dish...so 1 thing only i can do is......take photo!!!

Me n my dear sis

SS:)

After ss-ing,1st dish was served...

Duck's skin+popiah skin

2nd dish

3rd dish..shark fin~

4th dish...fish~loving it<3

5th dish...prawn~

6th dish...mixed vege~

7th dish..mee~ 'thumbs up' yum~

The last one is 'tong shui'....i forgot 2 take picture coz busy playing with marcus haha.

ok,photo session again~

Nice cake~his favourite cartoon movie 'CARS'

1...2...3 BLOW!!!

Oh ya,got fruits sumore~

That's all for the wonderful day~ happy birthday again little marcus=)

At car...while going bck hom3:)