seeing a road never ending

determine the direction that i want

take me to an incident where my heart softens

these days as i look into ur eyes

i only see a million questions about my love for you

this mystery will end at the end of this story

love.....

can make me strong

i wish never, anything to take you away

my heart say it can't stand losing you

the lost of ur love

i live life without a soul

Special Friend

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend.

Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.

Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.

Someone who holds your hand and tell you that everything will be okay.

Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, special friend lifts u up in spirit land makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full.

Special friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times.

If you lose your way, special friend guides you and cheers you on.

Maybe I can't fulfill all those requirements to be ur special friend but I wish to hold your hand and tell you that everything is going to be okay.

You're so history

now that its all said and done

I can't believe you are the one

to build me up and tear me down

just like an old abandoned house

what you said when u leave

just left me cold and out of breath

tell to far, was in way too deep

and i never thought i'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

more than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess its really OVER

I'm finally getting better

now im picking up the pieces

the day i thought i'd never get through

i get over you

now im putting my heart back together

cause i got over you..

GOODBYE

1st thing I would like to say is SORRY my blog for neglecting you!!!

I've been working for the past few weeks..

College is officially start 2morrow... in an twinkling of an eye,

books and studies will be integrated into my life again

feeding my brain cells which are absolutely not in hunger

oh god shut me down for now :(

Next week, new start

Lets keep life simple and sweet !

Sometimes it better to let go

Sometimes you can't let go

is it really up to me

is it really meant to be?

but I wish i can make my choice

Can you hold me

and never let go

when you touch me

and its me that you want

Hmm..i'm not in the mood lately..

i don't know why..

I can't explain this feeling

I think about it everyday

Its so hard to express this..

There were a few kind souls out there made everything better :)

1. Thank you for sending me all the way home from town and then back to town again.
2. Thank you for buying strepsils for me
3. Thank you for caring and asking if i'm feeling better

I'm appreciate it loads!

I have too much emotions

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I just donno how and where to begin from